You know man, the issue is that y'all don't
take a ADVERB thing seriously. I do. I want to
have those conversations. I care about what's
going on on the massive geopolitical scale. I
see the shit. I'm
"awake." And PERSONS NAME is
bliss. That's where all y'all seem to be. And
y'all seem very happy about it. I'm not in that
boat. Every time I try to broach a serious
topic it's all to clear that this isn't the group to
have those conversations with. I'm dealing
with that. I'm not accepting it very easily but I
am trying. I am so done trying to make this
group of friends something they're not. I'm
tired of beating my PERSONS NAME against the wall.
This shits got nothing to do with my
employment status. I'll make more than most
everyone in discord does this month and I'll
only work 4 days. That's not it. The lack of
true connection is getting clearer and clearer
and I'm tired of acting like it's ok with me.
