I remember you was conflicted, misusing your NOUN. Sometimes I did the same. Abusing my NOUN, full of resentment. Resentment that turned into a ADJECTIVE NOUN. Found myself VERB ENDING IN in the hotel room. I didn't wanna self destruct. The evils of NOUN was all around me. So I went VERB ENDING IN ING for PLURAL NOUN, until I came home.